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Sunday, 8 January 2012
Here it comes,
So school officially starts tomorrow. & I honestly don't know what to expect. Seeing that the instructions for JC1 Seniors are to bring both PE Attire & writing materials, i have no freaking idea what im going to do. The least they could do was to give us a schedule or something, but no. Seeing my other J2 friends discuss their timetable & panicking over their imcomplete homework and all, I can't help but feel jealous. Jealous I wasn't hardworking enough to be experiencing all this pain now with them but instead have to suffer another year. Jealous that I was lazy & let procrastination conquer me. It hurts. But what else can I do but move on? So to tell you the truth, I can't really describe how im feeling about tomorrow. Mixed feelings? Like excited, but not excited, ya know? Thank God for my group of friends who're gonna together with me to the assembly area first thing in the morning. And not to forget, my 'probation' starts tomorrow. No outings, no computers, just me, my phone & all other school work I have. Even if i try to convince my parents that my actual lessons start next month, they wont listen to any of it. I can't imagine how i'll cope once the new batch of J1s come in. Let's pray and hope they'll be as nice & friendly as my batch, yeah. So the next time you see me blogging, that'd be from my phone? Oh, thank God for iphones. <3 when the going gets tough, the tough gets going. |