skies are crying, but something's coming.

Sunday 24 June 2012

It's 4.40am & here I am still not asleep yet. Stoning in front of my SEA notes while Skyping with Dayan about, random stuff. Like we're literally stoning in front of the camera thingy coz tumblr is DEAD. So it's officially Sunday, the lasssssst day of the June holidays. And like, roughly 28 hours till the start of school & the start of my SAs. So Econs paper is up first, & i'm like really determined to get my good results for this particular subject since it was the one that failed me last year. But the question here is, will i be able to achieve that?
I live in this constant fear that my promo criteria will end up exactly the same as last year's, with me missing that measly part of 35% pass of all subjects. I guess im not alone though, the WeAreYoung group are sharing the exact same sentiments as me, constantly telling each other how scared we are and such. Well, thats one thing i'm quite pissed off about, is that some of those who managed to pass last year and go up to J2 this year are complaining that they should have just stayed as J1s last year. I mean, like you'd even have a choice. People really dont understand the pain and stereotypes that we have to go through daily, the high expectations from peers about academic results and also the difficulty in communicating with people from a different batch. Not to mention this constant fear of being superannuated. It's like we dont have a choice anymore. Dont get me wrong, the current batch really have awesome people & all, but having to leave your original batch of 10years or so is not easy, let me tell you that. So yeah, it's just opinion to those who keep whining that they want another year or so. It doesnt make JC life much easier, coz all of us want to get out of this hellhole as soon as possible, so let's just be thankful, shall we?
I guess that's it for munch's early morning rants. I bid you farewell and wish me luck for my exams! xoxo.


Siti, 17. Im still in progress. If that's clear enough to you. By other means: Tumblr The past is behind us; November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 Bituwin - template Dementee - image	Sunday 24 June 2012 It's 4.40am & here I am still not asleep yet. Stoning in front of my SEA notes while Skyping with Dayan about, random stuff. Like we're literally stoning in front of the camera thingy coz tumblr is DEAD. So it's officially Sunday, the lasssssst day of the June holidays. And like, roughly 28 hours till the start of school & the start of my SAs. So Econs paper is up first, & i'm like really determined to get my good results for this particular subject since it was the one that failed me last year. But the question here is, will i be able to achieve that? I live in this constant fear that my promo criteria will end up exactly the same as last year's, with me missing that measly part of 35% pass of all subjects. I guess im not alone though, the WeAreYoung group are sharing the exact same sentiments as me, constantly telling each other how scared we are and such. Well, thats one thing i'm quite pissed off about, is that some of those who managed to pass last year and go up to J2 this year are complaining that they should have just stayed as J1s last year. I mean, like you'd even have a choice. People really dont understand the pain and stereotypes that we have to go through daily, the high expectations from peers about academic results and also the difficulty in communicating with people from a different batch. Not to mention this constant fear of being superannuated. It's like we dont have a choice anymore. Dont get me wrong, the current batch really have awesome people & all, but having to leave your original batch of 10years or so is not easy, let me tell you that. So yeah, it's just opinion to those who keep whining that they want another year or so. It doesnt make JC life much easier, coz all of us want to get out of this hellhole as soon as possible, so let's just be thankful, shall we? I guess that's it for munch's early morning rants. I bid you farewell and wish me luck for my exams! xoxo. 04:51 ·